I’m thankful…

In general. It’s one of those weekends where I have chores to do and/but am grateful for the activity and the…productivity…? There a weird sense of accomplishment, haha. I’m glad I have this feeling right now.

I hope I have energy later because I have more activities in the evening…

I’m…

…not sure about anything. I feel like I’m had some forward movement with life stuff in general but I know that I’m not happy…? Am I content…? Sometimes I feel like I’m too tired to be content but then that spirals into why in the world I’m actually tired. I don’t feel like there are actually reasons…? Which worries me a little…

I want to be proactive and deliberate. It’s not that I can’t be. It feel like somehow I just won’t let myself…? Ugh. Obviously, I want to kick myself.