I’m thankful for…

…defense mechanisms…

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I’m thankful…

…that I basically disconnected from contact today. Or at least I tried to. Even though I tend to hermit anyway, I still feel as though sometimes I have to take a full day of disconnect to just relax. The sole interruption today was…it was a favor to me but…I felt like there was a weird/bad aftertaste to the interaction. That feeling where I feel a misjudgment was made of me but I was too tired of it to bother trying to address or correct it. I’m just tired. I’m really glad I got almost a complete day of not needing to try or calibrate or anything…