I’m thankful. I also sore and tired, haha.
Weird feeling of hopefulness broken up by familiar annoyances. I really really hope I don’t let those build up so that I snap…I want to believe that I’ve grown and can deal with my own state of mind. I want this to be a good time :).
Hmm…one more day just made me greedy for more weekend! Haha.
But yes, I’m so thankful for the breather.
…for unexpected changes. I know. It’s weird. I hate change. I am bad at adjusting to change.
But I am grateful for a recent change. And now? It’s time to buck up and focus. I had almost a week of confusion and weird but relaxing adjustment…and now I have to try harder. I am thankful that I kind of, finally, want something enough to…I don’t want to lose this by being present and conscious of the moment…
This is a weird time.
…and scared…terrified actually…
Small things…like brownie brittle…with sea salt.
Sun…because there isn’t that much of it today and…ugh.