Being thankful

I’m thankful. I also sore and tired, haha.

Weird feeling of hopefulness broken up by familiar annoyances. I really really hope I don’t let those build up so that I snap…I want to believe that I’ve grown and can deal with my own state of mind. I want this to be a good time :).


I am thankful…

…for unexpected changes. I know. It’s weird. I hate change. I am bad at adjusting to change.

But I am grateful for a recent change. And now? It’s time to buck up and focus. I had almost a week of confusion and weird but relaxing adjustment…and now I have to try harder. I am thankful that I kind of, finally, want something enough to…I don’t want to lose this by being present and conscious of the moment…

This is a weird time.